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Hello everyone,

My name is Buddy and I see 11's, lot's of them. 9's are there also, but 11's dominate.

 I don't even know where to start. I am 53 yrs. old. I was born on 4 / 29 / 61. I don't drink, I don't smoke, and I don't take any non-prescription drugs. I have read the equivalent of many hundreds of books, only one of them being fiction, which was required school curriculum. I was raised a Catholic, in a strict Catholic household, but I went my own way spiritually shortly after leaving home. I do not attend any church or preach anything spiritual to others. My belief system is my own and I keep it to myself.

 I have never given numerology more than a few minutes of time during my life, but I have studied many spiritual belief systems that have numerology associated with them, mostly in my mid to late 20's, as I sought direction early in my life. My most comfortable conclusions came from pieces of information gleaned from the Edgar Cayce readings that made the most confusing parts of life's puzzle fit rather well with the way I had come to understand things. 

Fast forward to the last 6 months or so. I don't know any other way to explain it, but the answers to many of life's mysteries I sought as a youngster started falling like dominoes. The answers were scary as hell and every time I thought it couldn't get any crazier, it did, tenfold. Long story short, I started seeing numbers and patterns in everything I came into contact with. I literally felt like I was a character in the Da Vinci code. I couldn't and can't turn it off.

Unfortunately, even my own family thinks I am crazy, despite numerous examples of what I am seeing that go so far beyond random chance that you would think they would start to get freaked out, but they continue to dismiss it as me seeing what I want to see. Please believe me when I tell you that I sat my daughter and her boyfriend in front of the TV the other night and predicted what numbers would come up during a segment of a TV talk show, without having ever seen it before. My daughter, who is 16, was amused, but not impressed. Her boyfriend seemed a little weirded out by it which made me feel a little better, but other than that, there is literally no one in my life that takes me serious about this at all.

The next night, as I was returning from my nieces graduation, I passed one of those temporary information signs that you occasionally see on the expressway and it read 11/11. I figured it was another crazy coincidence, but I was curious as to what the sign was placed there for. I told a friend of mine, that uses that expressway entrance each day, what I had seen and asked if he knew why the sign was there. He said, "yes, it is an information sign to tell you how long the backup at the bridge tunnel is expected to be". I then asked why it would have been lit with only 11/11, he laughed and said, "there must have been a bunch of lights out". Which brings me to last night.

 The biggest freakout of all happened last night, when doing research into a theory that I feel I am extremely close to proving, the video that I was watching on my computer made a sound just like the scratching of an old vinyl record and then the screen went black and an error message popped up. That in and of itself was real weird, considering the particular topic I was researching, but when I looked down at the timer for the video, it had stopped on 1:19. I freaked out for a second and figured it had to be some kind of joke associated with this particular video so I had my daughter's boyfriend try it on his phone but there was no problem.

 The video that had stopped on my computer then started itself back up, but only the audio was present. The screen remained black with the error message displayed. After it was done playing, I replayed the video and there were no problems at all. Another weird thing associated with this episode was that the video had received 3,883 views at the time I was watching it. I will let you guys do the math on that one.

 Maybe one person in 20 will attempt to digest what I am trying to tell them about current events and far less will give any plausibility to my theory at all because it is diametrically opposed to everything that they choose to believe. I am literally shouting from the rooftops and no one will listen. I have never been more frustrated in my life. It almost seems as if these peoples minds aren't prepared to handle the information I am sharing with them. When I look in a person's eyes and tell them things that should be extremely important to them and their families, if only a portion of it were true, it is as if their brain shuts down involuntary and doesn't allow it to enter. It's hard to explain. 

Most everything that I am trying to share, as crazy as it may sound to others, is provable beyond a reasonable doubt, if not a shadow of a doubt, with a few clicks of a mouse. I don't pick the answers I want, I go where the facts take me and then the answers reveal themselves. As disturbing as some of them have turned out to be, I have to pick myself up, dust myself off, regroup, wrap my mind around this new truth and keep moving forward. If someone is unwilling to do at least a few minutes of research before attacking me about something that they have given no thought to what-so-ever, other than what they have been told to believe, it says far more about them than it could ever say about me. I will not protect a lie or ignore one so profound, my conscious will not allow it.

 I don't know if any of this qualifies me to be part of your club, but I feel I need to talk to someone that might possibly understand what I am going through, that is why I am here. I am not looking for anything other than knowledge I don't currently have stored in my own memory. I think I have some significant pieces to the puzzle, many that I was surprised were not mentioned in the blog. Hopefully a few of you have some of the pieces that I am missing and together we can put this puzzle together in order to get a better idea of what we are up against.

Be prepared to have your entire belief system shaken to the core. I can prove that pure evil, beyond comprehension, exists all around us. It's the other side of the equation that I am desperately seeking help to understand. It is extremely important for me to find out if I am suppose to be a soldier, a general or simply a messenger. As it stands right now, I am finding it impossible to be a silent spectator.

Much more to come.
       

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