? Hardly..........Observing, listening, studying would be a much more accurate and polite term . Disputing a utility bill seems easier than getting on the site but now that I have access let's get going. Firstly I should add this is something that I have noticed for nearly 4 decades. For thirty some odd years I would see the numbers and much like the Richard Dreyfus character playing with the mash potatoes think....."This is important, this means something". Trying to gather any info in that era was pretty much futile. Fast forward to present day. Without going into a lot of details and endless stories of 11:11 synchronicity (which I may be willing to share at a later date) I've come to the conclusion that the one common denominator all "eleveners" share is seeking the truth. My background is in systems diagnosis and repair. Diagnosis is nothing more or nothing less than the truth and any reverse engineer worth his salt will look at the designers (Creator) overview to see what the engineer was trying to achieve with his or her creation. Then through a logical flow of diagnostic procedures can the system be understood, repaired, improved and so forth. There is a lot of disinformation being distributed by a lot of people who are guessing about the phenomenon as I'm sure you have noticed. Want to instantly alienate friends, family, clergy and TPTB? Just bring up the subject. Truth has three distinct phases the first of which is ridicule, followed by harsh attack, and finally accepted as a universal given. Truth is also relative, so me telling you my perspective of the truth is about as good as a week old fishing report. There are a couple of people on the forum who are shall we say "red hot" with there research and others who have reached a level of frustration in their search. Let me add at this time that "putting in my two cents worth" is a real stretch as I am a very private and somewhat introverted personality but I am admonished by those who have taught me to share what I know with those sincerely in need of answers. I have no intention of "spoon feeding" anyone a lot of facts and figures to be memorized and repeated but rather a few short cuts so to speak that might shed a bit more "LIGHT" on the 11:11 which is only a piece of the greater picture.
Like all of you I thought I was the only one. Also like you after finally dismissing coincidence I Googled the time stamp and found out indeed I was not alone. That was three years ago almost to the day. After months of asking in prayer for some truth the inner voice kept saying in classic A Few Good Men style......YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!!!! I pleaded with the voice that indeed I could..........Be careful in this endeavor what you ask for, you just might get it. That's when the flood gates opened. Within minutes I found the text that I had always known existed........the proverbial engineers overview of how the system works. Who the still soft voice belonged to, what the purpose of life was on the evolutionary worlds of time and space, how we came to be, where we went astray. The strangest part of the experience is that these were things I already had suspected and I was simply having my thoughts confirmed. Stuff I had known as a small child but dared not share for fear of ridicule or worse. What I am revealing is not an easy pill to swallow and will take a leap of faith and the ability to relearn some basic concepts as well as digest some concepts that may fly in the face of all you hold dear and sacred.
The text which I am eluding to has many authors, none of which claim to be of mortal status. The Urantia Papers is a volume of teachings which originated in the early twentieth century through a series of channelings to a sleeping subject who has been kept anonymous. It has been closely managed by the Urantia Society since it's publishing in the fifties. It can be purchased, or downloaded from the net, and is also available in audio format. I warn you this is not a light read and not for the faint of heart. The volume is designed to be read in it's entirety so as not to be taken out of context. I will however give you a head start by suggesting one reads Paper 77 paying close attention to the simple math embedded in the chapter.
The text will answer many questions, raise many more and in turn answer those questions
. I was first under the impression that I had tapped into something very dark and forbidden and after the first couple weeks deleted it from my computer. After several shall I say impossible "parlor tricks" that left me badly shaken I was contacted and and simply told KEEP READING. Over the past three years life has been anything but dull. I truly believe these are benevolent entities doing there part to stem the tide of fear and minister to a lost and isolated corner of the local universe. They have changed my life, the way I relate to and treat my fellow brothers and sisters, and most importantly my understanding of the universe and my place in it now, and on into eternity.
There.......I said something!!!!