Welcome to the group! I was reading your post and trying to think of how to properly word that you are not just a stay at home mom. Then I glanced at the time and it was 12:11. So aside from the importance of being a mom, I just want to say that this phenomenon shows we are all in this together, since it seems to know few boundaries when it comes to who we are or where we are at in terms of status and such...
]I thought maybe its me..im just making myself look at the precise time.. but I dont think so.
Your experiences are very similar to most. At some point we come to the realization that we are not making ourselves look. Too many things happen and it amazes me that it happens so often when it is the furthest thing from my mind.
Ive done a lot of reading on the subject and most seem to think it as something good...however I cant help but feel uneasy everytime it happens. Sometimes I will catch myself talking to no one and staying okay okay funny real funny... I cant share this with anyone else..
I've kind of done the same thing. Only, it is basically telling this thing I get it. You have my attention! Now what? But the answers do come slow. But I believe they are coming.
]How do I understans what spirit or higher being is trying to relay to me? I feel like they are yelling to get my attention and its not working.
I think for now it is accomplishing whatever it is supposed to. I believe the power to have us in certain places to experience this is too great for it to just be a distant voice trying in vain to say something. I think it is meant to encourage us, for one thing. The world is kind of coming unraveled at the moment and knowing there is something more out there is more encouragement than a lot of people ever get. People always ask for a sign. Well, we have one!
One more funny thing when I was younger I would notice whem riding in car street lights would go out whem we passed under them and for a long time I thought thats justt what they did to save energy LOL... then a couple months ago I was on an interstate and became lost and noticed the lights all going out and was so scared..then I look this 11 stuff up and find its associates. It happens to home to I was taking a bath trying to relax and tjey flickered twice so I got out of the tub..I felt scared.. then went to living room and it did there as well.
I don't know much about this. I think it happens to most people at times, but I do know many believe it happens to them far more often. While I am sure it is often a faulty light or something I think it comes down to how often it happens. I don't doubt these kinds of things anymore. You an only call something a coincidence for so long. When it happens to many people then it is something much bigger. When it is something as unusual as seeing certain numbers over and over in streaks that baffle the mind then it cannot be ignored by an open-minded person. You have a lot of company.