I realized it was time to get on this forum ... Today I saw so many 11's that I looked thru email to find my member info. When I closed that window on my phone - the time was 11:11. I stared at it honestly until it became 11:12
I have high interest in understanding what is going on, however there is apprehension somewhat due to my 11 experience.
In 2011, eleven days after I was released from hospital (chronic pain condition) out-of-state where my I'm from I received a call. My mother in hospital ... pneumonia? I turned to my boyfriend and these words came out of my mouth without me really thinking "Can you get my car ready in 48hrs, I'm driving to FL (cross-country)? Within those 2 days family called, mom had Stage 3 lung cancer. My mom, my best friend, my spiritual mentor ... I was in shock, yet weirdly prepared.
I packed up three pets and headed cross-country knowing the humidity in FL and my recent 3wk hospital stay meant possible relapses along my way. My family was upset and concerned about my decision not to fly however to sit for that long a period in a plane had been hellish & I felt I had to drive for some reason. My journey began with being run off road nearly head on collision in 75mph zone in rain and construction, nearly running out of gas in a bad area in the mts and many other scary obstacles.
My journey is when the 11's became apparent like a lightbulb!! Car clock, cell phone, text times, you name it the number was everywhere. Like halfway through 30+ hr. drive I decided to Google a bit on the topic. Somewhere I read it had to do with angels looking over you or something like that. I felt God was assisting me and told mom of my 11 experience thus far and about what I read. Mom being extremely spiritual was 100% open to what I was saying.
The car WAS meant to be driven down despite the trade-in value due to major damages from my trec cross-country. We had to trade in both cars for a SUV to hold the oxygen tanks. Mom was planning to move my way prior to her diagnosis and decided she wanted to begin her chemo here. I crossed the country again with major overcome obstacles, number elevens, pets, mom and enough oxygen tanks to blow up if hit (oxygen co. gave us signs for windows notifying others). This was mom's adventure as she loved them!
I need to skip some info bc dont wanna cry, but I realized a very short time ago that she passed 11/2011. It like I knew the day but didn't put it together the month & year. I never felt so sick to my stomach more in my life!!! I felt as if I predicted her death! I don't know what to make of this number, so I hope you all can understand some of my apprehension. I'm trying to tell myself it was because she was a spiritual person and we were so close. Puzzled :-(
I would love to hear your impressions of my experience. I still see constant 11's but as I said it all began re. mom's diagnosis. Thanks for reading my post!