Id like to help in any way i can, i know we all have our way of seeing things when it comes to this number.
33, OH, US
The short version. I felt like i was "woken up" to this over the summertime. Like you, i always try to be a good person and help people if its warranted or needed. I like to provide moral support where its needed or if i see someone who may be feeling down, i feel compelled to cheer them up. Even if its at my own expense
im goofy like that, i kinda have a magnetic personality. Not to sound conceited, but its hard not to get along with me. Im just very down to earth (haha if you can beleive that after some of my posts!)
I keep this kind of thing to myself and always have since i noticed it. I dont run around with a tin foil cap screaming the sky if falling
On the outside, im just like everyone else. Like you, ive also had my fair share of hardships...maybe more than the average person...maybe...
I had come to a crossroads over the summertime too..it happened right when i started noticing the 11's but at that time, i never even thought it had an affect on anything. I had two choices, keep going down the dark path of depression due to my hardships or truly try to find enlightenment...someway...somehow....
I chose enlightenment and then shortly after, i had an "11 explosion". I wanted to learn more about it...why and where there others that seen the same thing and to my surprise, theres thousands of us worldwide! We all have one thing in common...we all truly dont understand whats going on with this.
I DO feel this is very spiritual and thats what compels me to keep trying to understand more about it. It sounds like your just getting started!
My advice and thoughts....i feel like something is trying to tell me something...but i cant understand what and thats what gives me this intense curiosity about it. While you search for your own truth, or what may lead you to what ever you may find out in your investigations...never rule out the illogical. I know thatll be hard..but tell yourself...seeing 11 and other numerical combinations way way more than statiscaly possible...is very illogical and confusing. Dont rule anything out, take it all in because i think this personal to all of us in our own ways. but theres one thing that binds us all together, and its we feel that we need to come together in some way...but its hard to even understand that when we all still dont know why its happening to us, personally, in the first place.
Were all here to try and help. Keep a small pocketsized notebook with you, take notes...you never know what youll find or forget
Id like to help in any way i can
I also stumbled on this site as i started my own personal quest of understanding this phenomenon a small while ago. Maybe this will help you as is did me....http://seeing1111.com/Seeing1111/Seeing_11_11.html