Bridge I want to assume you might of been a little inebriated with the number of typos in comparison to your previous posts, and that is okay. I get it more then most others would. Life is really sucking for a lot of people right now in the world. But you're here for a reason man, in one of your previous posts you mentioned surviving a crazy accident, some one is definitely watching over you. As for the problems you are going through, divorce and a child who is an addict these are things you can not fix. You have control of one thing in your life, and that is YOU. Times are hard right now man, and it is going to get a lot worse. You have to be the rock your family can lean on when the time comes. As I was an alcoholic who quit 3 years ago, I can tell you straight up drowning you misery is not the answer. Alcohol does let the devil in I've seen it first hand. Your child being a drug addict, how could you blame any kid today for abusing a substance, when they look at this world and don't see a place for them because the previous generations have taken the resources and left them with an enormous debt burden. I can also tell you though man, that I was user to in my younger days, and all addictions can be recovered from. What you can do is let your kid know you love him and you will be there lean on when they need it to put there stuff back together. I often wonder if the 11's could also mean we are in the 11th hour, its our que to get ready for what is coming. Get prepared man, and be the guiding light for others when the times go dark. Thats my advice.